12 Feb 2008|01:16am Does anybody even use and or really use LJ anymore?  Since I only talk to like, two people who are on my friends list still I sometimes wonder.  I just want to say hello and my life is still at a standstill and I hope everyone is faboo.  I made an insane journal I Guess which you can find at www.insanejournal.com/users/chiefette.   Not that I'll update probably, i like to keep my faltering sanity to myself. It Really Could Happen

18 Feb 2004|05:51am [ mood | finished ] I had this whole long fancy So long and a big fuck all post written about this but it got deleted. Of course. Anyway. Despite my earlier bout of depression thinking I get lead along by people who pretend to like me too often, I won't post about that either. Instead this is my peace da fuck out post. I'm leaving this journal. The paid account is up and I decided on this awhile ago. Where can you find me now? Who knows! That's the beauty of it. In fact I think the AIM might change too. It's a mystery. I've held off longer than like all of you so get over it. We'll see where and if I turn up. Thank god I am doing it finally. Peace da fook out. It Really Could Happen

15 Jan 2004|01:44am [ mood | accomplished ] friend_whoring Ah yes this is mighty interesting. Thank you beyondjupiter for pimping such a thing. Go check it out everyone! Step on it! I've got more to say later. It Really Could Happen

13 Jan 2004|02:56pm [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | silence. ew. ] ( oh toy that crazy man ) I'm officially the worst person at quitting jobs. I mean I seriously want to quit my morning one and I had it all planned out but today they left two messages on my machine saying they needed me tomorrow and he actually had a schedule for the next couple of weeks. I'm almost tempted to go in tomorrow and see what is up, but I had finally told myself I was done and now this. I also told my mom I would stay home tomorrow and watch my nephews so I don't know what's up. I promised to take them to a movie :-\. I'm tired of all of this and maybe if I wasn't such a baby I would be able to take care of it. But I am, and I just can't. It's driving me insane and I know I'm going to have a breakdown at some point today. I'm counting down the hours. It's just...I know it's not a lot but it still is. I'm 20 and I'm doing nothing with my life. I'll be 21 in less than two months, and what have I got to show for it? What have I done that is so amazing. I always said I wanted to make an impact on this world. I'm not really jumping up to take the chance, am I. Ah well, I'm all good. I really wish I knew what to do but that is definitely life. I havent cleaned anything today besides myself and I'm probably going to be heavily reprimanded for it. I'll just leave a note with some lame excuse, as I have to be off to work now. 2 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

11 Jan 2004|07:26pm [ mood | amused ] [ music | All Saints ] First things first: Karen found a new community, recently started. It's for fans of Brit Rock. I assumed that many of you would be interested in it. The first few posts seem to be a bit juvenile, but who am I to talk really? I bet they know a lot more about Brit bands than I do. I joined despite my limited knowledge on the subject so those of you that like it more than I do. Go join. _commonpeople Look a Pulp song :-* The Peoples Choice Awards are on tonight and Karen has informed me that if you get invited to that award show you win. So if anyone appears to be surprised you could laugh at them and say whadda buffoon. Milana has informed that if I want to move back to Las Vegas I'm to do so before March 15th because if I do Metallica tickets will be waiting for me. That is the most tempting offer I've had so far though the date may be too early. I'll be 21 the day after, isn't that always how it works? Of course if the concert went past midnight I could have one helluva a night after. I have an icon making problem, as I'm sure you're all aware but I'm always too afraid to ask people to make them for me. I think that maybe tonight I will, but it's much easier if you're an icon maker you start any and all conversations with me with the words: "So Heather, need any icons today?" I promise my answer won't always be yes. Just 3/4 of the time. I was going to post my results to that quiz about knowing your music, and not being apart of the MTV generation, but since I got the same result as everybody else I've seen do it so far, I decided against it. But I did do this music one. ( playlist ) And now I'm off to see Lost in Translation. Peace out folks! 2 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

10 Jan 2004|03:32am [ mood | drunk ] [ music | disco 2000 ] We’re J.J. Fad and we’re here to rock Rhymes like ours could never be stopped See, there’s three of us and I know we’re fresh Party rockers, non-stoppers, and our names are def See, the “J” is for just, the other for jammin’ The “F” is for fresh, “A” and “D” def Behind the turntables is D.J. Train Mixin’ and scratchin’ is the name of the game Now here’s a little somethin’ ‘bout nosy people It’s not real hard, it’s plain and simple Baby-D Supersonic Supersonic Supersonic motivating rhymes are creating And everybody knows that J.J. Fad is devastating We know you like us girls so you better get stirl ‘Cause we are the homechicks that are rockin’ your world Supersonic Supersonic Supersonic is a word when people start to listen Especially bigger people, they pay close attention You might not believe it, you might not even buy it But when it comes to our lady (Beat Box), you might even try it Supersonic Supersonic Now all you supersonic people try to bite our rhyme You may think that you are def, but you’re way (S-s-so) behind You better listen good to what we have to say ‘Cause when it comes to J.J. Fad you can get no play Supersonic Supersonic Now he’s the freshest D.J. from coast to coast My man can cut and scratch, but I don’t mean to boast He may be a little light, but that’s okay ‘Cause when he cuts to the beat it sounds this way Hit it Supersonic Supersonic Uh, uh, uh, yeah, it’s finally my turn to rock the mic Because my devastating beats I know you will like You see my beat box is fresh, it’ll blow your mind And if you don’t like my beats I’ll go big in your behind (Ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-ha-uh-uh-ha) Supersonic Supersonic Now you party people know what Supersonic means We didn’t try to brag ‘cause J.J. Fad is just too clean Now baby, don’t you know that our rhymes are so bionic Don’t listen too hard, don’t be Supersonic Supersonic Supersonic You see, the “S” is for super, and the “U” is for unique The “P” is for perfection and you know that we are freaks The “E” is for exotic, and the “R” is for raps So tell those nosy people just to stay the hell back Supersonic Them big everlasting ears Supersonic They can hear what I say faster than I can say it Supersonic They better chill (Rock box) It’s like, it’s like She’s Supersonic You ran out of words Hit it, Baby-D I’m light-skinned, devastatin’, I know one thing, ???he is heavy??? That’s right, ???‘cause doll, I’ll take, I’ll take your man and you made him??? Always rappin’, always clappin’, everybody always say I’m happy If you try to hang with me you should finally truly see I’m always rockin’, never stoppin’, devastatin’ rappin’ lady When I’m on the microphone it’s either ??? ??? everybody say I’m different There’s no other angel lover, everybody know I’m covered Clientele is a pearl, everybody know in jail To the beat so you can tell everybody know your cell A sama lama lama lama doo ma see ma nama lama doo ma lama nama see ma Na ma lama doo ma lama see ma lama see ma doo ma humma, yeah (Yeah) That’s it (That’s it) Supersonic Yeah, that was it Supersonic Yeah, that was it Superson-Superson-Super Supersonic motivating Superson-Superson-Super Rockin’ your world Superson-Superson-Super Supersonic motivating Supersonic motivating Rockin’ your world Eenie meenie disaleenie ooh wah bop a leenie Asa cotcha Liberace I love you Take a peach, take a plum Take a piece of bubble gum No peach, no plumb, no piece of Supersonic Big-big-big everlasting Big-big-big-big everlasting ears Supersonic But that’s o, but that’s o, but that’s okay But-but-but that’s o, but that’s o, but that’s okay Supersonic Supersonic Eenie meenie disaleenie ooh wah bop a leenie Asa cotcha Liberace I love you Take a peach, take a plum Take a piece of bubble gum No peach, no plumb, no piece of Supersonic Sama lama lama lama... Big, big Super Sama lama lama lama doo ma... Big everlasting ears Supersonic J.J. Fad, J.J. Fad Supersonic J.J. Fad, J.J. Fad is devastating Supersonic Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Supersonic Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Supersonic Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Supersonic Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Super Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Super Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Super Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Super Su-Su-Su-Su-Su-Supersonic S-s-so S-s-so Supersonic S-s-so Big everlasting ears Eenie meenie disaleenie ooh wah bop a leenie Asa cotcha Liberace I love you Take a peach, take a plum Take a piece of bubble gum No peach, no plumb, no piece of Supersonic Supersonic Supersonic Supersonic Rockin’ you world Supersonic Supersonic motivating 7 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

09 Jan 2004|04:47am [ mood | tired ] [ music | crap ] I hate having my journal locked. I kept it unlocked so long for a reason and it's like somewhere along the way with everyone in the world locking theirs up I forgot it. People are bound to find it. It's been told to me a million times. I keep an online journal am I really trying to keep it private? I guess I am. But in a way I'm desperate to let some things out. To speak my mind and at times even make some sense with that. But if I want others to read it, what sense does locking it do? The only people who ever randomly add me aren't very random at all. Others have told them about mine for whatever crap reason because let's be honest. I don't have a lot of substance here normally. I'm just saying. I don't like having it locked. I should go about changing that. I've heard that this band called The Darkness is supposed to be changing the way we view Rock n Roll. Or taking us back to the days of old school rock? I don't see it, and I don't really get it. Their single out is called "I Believe in a Thing Called Love." Not that I have many problems with the song - I've only caught it a few times. But a band called The Darkness, with a single of that title is supposed to be saving me from the Limp Bizkets and Kid Rocks and back to the days of The Who and The Doors? Hardly. I just can't get into them. You people instead should all pick up Get Born the Jet CD. Now that is some quality music. On a whim, I deleted most of my icons and uploaded a ton of crap ones. But I like them. They're not generic look at her/him they are so hot look at them!! ones. I've kept a few of those, but I dig these more. Very annoying and I'm sure most of you will want to remove me, and that's up to you. It's been a pleasure knowing you. I didn't make any of them, Niki gave me all of them. If you made them? Kudos to you. I definitely dig them in ways I've not dug other things. I was going to talk about how I'm wasting my life at two very crappy jobs, but it's 5 AM, I'm watching VH1 and they're playing another crappy remake of another pretty good song. It's long past my bedtime. I saw "Big Fish" tonight. I stand by the fact that Ewan McGregor is one of the best actors I've ever seen. I really like Billy Crudup too. It gets 3 and a half stars from me. I can't pinpoint why it doesn't get 4, but I think that's good enough. Alison Lohman is going places. I think she's better than Scarlett Johanssen, but I haven't seen "Lost in Translation" yet. That's saved for Sunday. 5 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

04 Jan 2004|04:30am [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | some LOTR thing ] gigli_comm I'm updating again to direct everyones attention to that community. YOU ALL HAVE TO JOIN RIGHT NOW. I don't even care if you haven't seen it, join it or die. It's the most important thing. gigli has taken over my life. If you think I'm kidding you're stupid I totally almost turned my own journal into that it was a nightmare. See? I am disgusted. Oooh I think I'll leave this unlocked. 3 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

OOOOO canada 31 Dec 2003|11:28am [ mood | chipper ] [ music | carrie blowdrying her hair ] Well folks it is time. I am about to skeedaddle with Ms. Carrie up to good old land of drinking before you're 21. Life is grand. Airport pickup went off without a hitch and I was in and out in less than a half hour which = Free parking. Woooeeee. Packed up and ready to go with me money and shit. Meeting those other kids in Toronto THOUGH WE HAVE TRIED TO CALL TWICE AND HAVE GOTTEN NO SORT OF ANSWER YOU GUYS BETTER BE AWAKE AND UP. We are going to call Sharon's cell when we are around the airport. A Happy New years to all you kids, be good and don't drink too much. Because if you drink more than I do I'll kill you. :-D! ps. Milana if you read this I LOVE YOU I WILL EMAIL YOU BACK WHEN I GET HOME MMMM MILANA YAYAYAYYAY. i am leaving this unlocked. It Really Could Happen

20 Dec 2003|03:48pm [ mood | whatever ] [ music | Cranberries ] Hey what's up. Due to circumstances sadly out of my control, I'm locking my journal. Lots of different reasons. I've held out for awhile but there's really no reason not to anymore. It's been a fun little ride all you people who read my journal anonymously or what not. Wait nobody really does haha. But if you've come here looking for me go elsewhere. You can read whatever I've read before this because really I am too lazy to go back and lock everything. I'll do one last real unlocked entry before I go. Are you ready? I HAVE A PAID ACCOUNT AGAIN AND 50 ICONS AND ALL THE ICONS ARE GREAT. I LIKE FEFE DOBSON I REALIZE MAYBE SHE IS A LITTLE LIKE AVRIL BUT WHOOPS I LIKE HER ANYWAY! HER SONGS ARE A LITTLE JUVENILE BUT SHE IS 18 WHAT DO YOU WANT. IF YOU WANT TO CHECK HER OUT DOWNLOAD "JULIA" ITS THE BESTSONG ON THE ALBUM. HATE AWAY IF YOU DON'T LIKE HER WUT DO I CARE. I spent 200 dollars on christmas yesterday I am not done yet!! A lot of you seem to think I'm some sort of idiot or evil spiteful person. Get over it I'm totally not. I am a nice most times intelligent person. Peace out. Mmmwah. 11 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

18 Dec 2003|03:42pm [ mood | tired ] I have seen so little of the good ones:'( ( stolen from Rozza. But i think Karen did it a long time ago ) My goal for the New Year is to see all the movies on the badlist that I haven't. My work called and asked me to come in like right now but I decided to update first ain't that cool of me? I got a paid account yesterday from Ms. Poopins, and that is fabulous MMM. I have to work until like 1230 tonight SOB I am hoping that I will be drunk when I get home. No work tomorrow! I think I'll go shopping. Where is Rach? She better be on when I get home. K bye. 6 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

17 Dec 2003|03:40pm [ mood | crazy ] I don't think I could have updated last night, being nearly incoherent and all. I don't think I can do much better now. The Return of the King was absolutely the most amazing thing I've ever seen at a theater. And I'm not saying this as a lord of the rings fan, but as a movie fan. The movie was very nearly perfect. Apparentally they added a lot, but the day I start caring about that and not caring that the movie was brilliant is a sad sad day indeed. Everything about it was beautiful. All the actors were amazing, just ugh. Wonderful wonderful. It was a 3 and a half hour movie and I probably cried for about 2 hours and 30 minutes of it. It was GREAT. I can't say it any better. See it. See it now. If you don't think it's gorgeous you are insane. That is all. EXCEPT THAT MY ICONS ARE NOW INACTIVE SCREW YOU BRAD FITZZZZZZZ 10 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

12 Dec 2003|01:10am [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | Chicago Soundtrack ] Of course after the attacks on September 11th (2001 of course, my nephew Anthony's 5th birthday), there was a lot of paranoia going around the country as to who else might be involved. It was of course reminiscent of the times in America after Pearl Harbor when Japanese in America were sent to camps. Not that any Muslims or other people from the middle east were sent to camps, but it's surprising they weren't. When a tragedy such as that happens people are often scared by the littlest things. Middle Eastern people fear even doing their normal traditions, or even wearing their turbans fearing some sort of action may be taken for just doing things that normally wouldn't be sucha big deal. Unless of course you're constantly surrounded by racists who made it a point to fuck with you before that. Anyway. Awhile after the attacks a lot of talk started up that there were known terrorists supporters in Lackawanna, a suberb of Buffalo not far away from where I lived. I chalked it up of course to a bunch of local assholes being a bit too paranoid, but before long the Lackawanna Six were national news. Apparentally six middle eastern men living in Lackawanna had spent time in the spring of 2001 training in a Yemen terrorist camp. They were not a part of the September 11th attack, there is no proof that they had anything to do with it at all, but because of their time spent in the training they're all going to be sentenced to time in prison. Two of them already have been. Whether or not they actually were awaiting orders from Osama Bin Laden is something I can't be sure of. I suppose I'm just a person trying to find the good in people and not going to look at someone as a definite terrorist. There was some controversy over whether or not they were actually ever going to do something, but seeing as how they actually did spend time in training you have to consider the possibilities. But where can one ever really stand in a situation like that? Of course there's a lot of fear in our community especially since they are still looking for more people, but you want to hear the other side at the same time and you can't just sentence someone because of thoughts. The men have explained they had gone to Afghanistan for religious studies and were then taken to see Osama who told them there was to be a fight against the Americans. Whether or not they were to be involved is sort of something that will always be unknown. Another reason I'm bringing this up is because the FBI recently offered a 5 million dollar reward for someone else from Lackawanna also suspected to be involved somehow. They are apparentally in custody now in Yemen, and the rumor is they turned themself in. Family members, friends, and coworkers of the man in question have all said they can't believe the charges and it's something they can't even fathom from him. Of course sometimes people don't know others at all. I don't know. I just wonder if this is people being sentenced because of a thought they had or a possibility of something that never went down. I think living so close I'm expected to be more against these people, but I'm so intrigued by it and the fact that a "well they might have..." can put someone away. In a related sort of story, a 12 year old boy is in trouble with the law for saying he wanted to kill his teacher in a chat room online. That may be a little outrageous, but when authorities sifted through his backpack at home they found a steak knife. While I could understand a pocketknife, a steak knife in the backpack is indeed a bit suspicious. While I was at work today someone I work with told me there was a raffle going on for a woman who worked/ used to work there? whose children had been killed a week back. The story is actually really upsetting. The mother had joint custody of her children with their father and his second wife. They saw their father once every month for a weekend. The last time they were supposed to go they told their mother they didn't want to because they were afraid of him - the mother said they had to go because it was a court order and as much as she wanted them to stay they couldn't. The night they got in while they were sleeping the father shot all 3 children - 12 year old girl and 2 twin 10 year old boys. Then he shot his wife and himself. Not only did he leave a suicide note but he sent one to his mother, she got it on Saturday and sent police over to check on everyone and the bodies were found. It's a fucking tragedy to be sure. This happened in California. The story has it that the wife was looking for a divorce and the husband wanted more time with the kids but couldn't get it. It's all a fucking mess and a complete tragedy. I really wish I had more to say on the matter but what can you? What possesses someone to kill not only themselves but their children as well? And his wife even? How can people actually hate someone so much that they kill them? And you know what it's not always just hate. He didn't hate his kids he wanted more time with them. He was just a little scary. There is the other story of the man from Buffalo killing his kids and himself because he said if he couldn't have them nobody could because he didn't think the mother was a good one. Can you love someone so much it drives you to something so horrific? I can't imagine. I really cannot. In other more pressing (obviously a bad attempt at humor in an otherwise depressing post) news Bobby Brown was arrested for spousal abuse. Whitney Houston actually called the police after he slapped her during an argument and then Bobby turned himself into the police, Whitney by his side. He was then released and Whitney still followed him telling the people watching "WE'RE STILL IN LOVE!" Please, please Whitney save yourself now. Crack is whack baby. I was going to upload a Whitney icon but I'd then have to actually delete others, and it's not that I care but that I'm incredibly lazy. But I felt I needed to type all this information for you all up. That and I do not have a nice Whitney icon any longer. She's still wonderful. 2 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

08 Dec 2003|10:21am [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | OutKast ~ HEY YA! ] My mom bought a CD burner yesterday and I just discovered that it plays the CDs like there are scratches all over them. WORTHLESS PIECE OF CRAP! >:o!! I had off work tonight from the theater and they are having a screening of "Mona Lisa Smile" and I really wanted to go, but then they asked me to work and I agreed. *sob* I am so easy. I have to go to the other job in ohhhh I don't know 10 minutes, and I am like out of gas. I do have a check to cash but I can't now, so I have to wait until after this job and before the other to cash it, I hope I don't stall somewhere. Tomorrow is my car checkup, and...well that's about it. I keep signing on and then falling asleep while talking to people, plz don't hate me for it I promise one of these days I'll actually be a normal night owl again. Did you all watch the Commies on Comedy Central? Oh boy you definitely should have, hilarious shit. 1 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

05 Dec 2003|06:27am [ mood | rushed ] I just realized how fun it must be for all of you to see me update every day this week at 6:30 or so with absolutely nothing of substance to say! Oh well fear not fair companions for today is the last day of my hell on earth! I am actually sort of excited for the neat little paycheck I get seeing as how pretty much all of it shall be mine. Oh wait I owe my friend Suzie 50 bucks for a concert ticket and something else. NEVERMIND! Not that it'll only be 50 bucks, but you know. And I really can't spend it on myself because actually I have Christmas presents to buy. The horror. Last night turned out alright. My friend bought me a cappuchino after we were done working outside, and whenever a free hot drink is involved the day can't be a total bust. I found my Robbie Williams CD I bought a few weeks back. Did I even mention I bought a Robbie Williams CD? I bought a Robbie Williams CD! Only for the song "Sexed Up" but actually the album is pretty good. I know this seeing as how I've only listened to like 3 songs, all of which I knew before hand anyway. Hahaha. Oh yeah someone called my house at 2:00 in the morning last night. My dad is positive it was his drunken friend John because he thinks it was his birthday yesterday and really John needs no excuses to call this house or come over at insane hours of the night saying he needs a ride somewhere or that his wife wants him out or something. Just goes to show people! When you're 45, your silly drunken friends will still be calling you at late hours of the night rambling about nothing. Thank god for the little things. 2 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

04 Dec 2003|06:07pm [ mood | cranky ] [ music | Oasis ~ Masterplan ] Today has been a fucking nightmare. You just have no idea I swear it has been terrible in ways I can't even begin to tell you about. I woke up late, I drove to the hated other job and the very first thing I did was break a lid on one of their candy jars. Whoops. Then I was changing a hot sauce and I dropped a bottle and it splashed all over myself. It stained my pants and my shirt and it was awful. I think I started crying then but hey the day is a haze. Then I was pouring half and half and I spilled that. All of this within 20 minutes of each other. I don't know how I survived the day, it's an amazement even to me. At the end of it they told me I lost a lock and that I needed to find it so I ended up getting out late and I still didn't find it. Whoops. Now I have to go to the other job and work outside it is terrible. I was just getting dressed and found out my favorite pants were difficult to get on. GREAT NOW I AM FATTER THAN I WAS LIKE A WEEK AGO. That is an awful thing. When I got in my car to leave work Blur was on. It was a nice little thing, and now as I leave the Masterplan just came on. I just guess that means things'll be okay ONCE THIS DAY ENDS. I am so deathly ill I want to fall over. I deleted a bunch of my icons to upload others but then instead I napped for a half hour. My account runs out in like 3 days anyway so what is the point? I think the point is that so I can update with a Damon Albarn icon, but I'm too lazy right now. I have to go to work. I'm so tired. One more day at 7 o clock. I feel like Paris Hilton and Nicole Ritchie on that dairy farm. Except I might make it! K bye. 1 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

04 Dec 2003|06:36am [ mood | sick ] Man. I am like dying. So you know. I woke up about 15 minutes ago no time to do anything but start get dressed brush some things, start the car, and, you guessed it, update. I so have my priorities in life all straightened out. It's all good though, I dig it. Except for the fact that I CAN'T TALK and want to be put out of my misery. They won't send me home because my boss is all sorts of evil I cannot even explain. Is my dad still DRUNK? I mean honestly. He keeps saying really fucking stupid things and I don't mean just annoying things he is like reading what his coffee cup says aloud to me. Now he's complaining about eating fruity pebbles. He's mad you know why? Because he's obsessed with special K. I think he's trying to watch his figure. This is what I live with folks. Time for work yay. Tonight at the movies I work outside! I AM SO LUCKY! 1 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

03 Dec 2003|06:27am [ mood | dead ] To keep up with this updating before I leave for work. Here's the update. That was it. Haha Just kidding. I'm mad late though and I just don't care. I cried in the shower because I'm a wuss, but I did get a uh. pretty decent sleep I guess. Today I work until 7:30. At night :'(. My dad just told me he bought a car and he's really excited about it. It's used of course because HE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT A NEW CAR IS. I swear he buys so many junky cars that cost like 200 dollars. Oooh this one was over a thousand. I'm glad he thinks he can afford that. >:o!!! He's not very bright oh Bill. Where was CarriePoopins last night? I was reading the USA today and they had an article about some coach in Kansas. His name was Bill Self. I accordingly LOL'd right there at work. Oh it was buddies. I uh. Need to sleep 10 more hours. Too bad I can't. Peace out all of you SUCK. Not really, but it's fun to say. I need to reply to comments later. Payce. 2 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

02 Dec 2003|05:28pm [ mood | Pop-starrish ] [ music | Bangles ~ In Your Room ] My father believes himself to be a fookin' comedian or something. I woke up this morning and he kept singing "Winter Wonderland" as if it was going to amuse me. Is it, or is it not the most annoying thing to you when you first wake up and someone tries to make a joke or be funny? I thought I might be right. Annoyance #2? My fucking sister. She is an IDIOT and thinks everything is her business. She's over at my house now and for some reason checking the caller ID and I can hear her asking my mom 50 times, "Ray Preston? Mom? Who's Ray Preston? WHo is that? Why are they calling here?" Get over it Jessica not every call is for you honey go back and live with your idiot boyfriend and call us every 20 minutes to see what we're doing. People are really stupid, you have no idea. Today as I'm working the morning job people keep looking out the window. "Can you believe it's snowing?" "It's snowing?!" "Man why is it snowing." You know what though, I can understand their statements and or questions. I mean it IS December and this is BUFFALO NEW YORK. Who would really imagine SNOW? Not to mention the BELOW FREEZING weather we're having, but my fucking god, snow?! That's incredible. That's in-fucking-credible. Why aren't we on the national news? There was an article in our paper today about same sex marriages. I didn't read it, but this girl I work with was reading it and if I recall correctly I heard "Fucking faggots" And then "These same sex marriages. Nothing about that is right. NOTHING." I have never been so tempted to bust out mock crying and shriek "BUT I AM GAY AND WANT TO MARRY MY LOVER" I think I know the way I'll be quitting that job. She later also told me how sexist the bosses there are. I totally believe it. Yeah bitches. Carols on 45 is on this is fun :-D. Dude man I need some new funny icons. Like some...I don't know 80s bands, icon makers get on that! Oooh I should get some Steve Perry. I cannot wear the too small for me shoes again because they are murdering my feet. I watched part of Dazed and Confused today. The ending I think the last 45 minutes or so. Can someone tell me what was so fabulous about it? I think I missed it. Not that it was awful but christ nothing was that exciting. It all sort of ran together for me. Maybe it's because I don't do drugs or some shit. But I get drunk and still that wasn't funny. The best part was that you could buy alcohol at 18. *sobz* the 70s. My mom yelled at me for calling my sister an idiot. But everyone always told me to always tell the truth :'(. I work until 10:30 tonight, I hope it's with Kim because Josh still isn't on my great list but if I am closing with him I will spend the last hour of my shift watching Love Actually. I am the laziest closer in history. I am about to fall out of my chair and it's not because I'm drunk. That is when you know you are tired :(. Damon wrote this song for his current/former "partner" Suzi Winstanley. Isn't that cute? She is way cooler than Justine Frischmaaaaannnnnn. but Elastica <333333 Nevermind I turned that song off it was "I Miss You" Good times thanks Colbey <333. I may be on tonight but I'm not sure how long my appearance will be on. I'll be on later tomorrow, why? BECAUSE ELIJAH WOOD IS ON JAY LENO (not as SNL as I originally had, that's next week. I am dumb). I should throw a party for that. SHAKE YA LOVE EVERYONE! Debbie Gibson is like my hero. Ooooh Heaven is a place on earth. It's called the Dairy Queen. Susanna Hoffs has won this round. So long ;) 12 sold the future|It Really Could Happen

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